Behind the blogosphere....
Those were not skyscrapers as they seems to appear or a photo taken from a futuristic city's view.... You're looking at the reality, my reality behind the blogospheric world where the everyday life of my alter-ego Pepe is revolving day in and day out....
During times that i'm at home or having my coffee or lunch breaks at work or whenever i get the chance, most of the time i sit in front of the pc and let myself sink into this subreality world which is the blog....
At first when i just started it was somewhat awkward knowing that you only got two choices to chose from.... To use your real identity or you simply just play the role of an imaginary character created by your own personality as a subpersona of your truepersona.... Gulo mo na naman peng....!
It's quite fun actually, i enjoyed it a lot....! It feels like playing the same person but only hiding my face behind a large mask.... The effect is remarkable....! They said that, a musician plays his instruments100 times better in the dark than when his in front of his audience.... True isn't it....?
Behind the Pepe character who is astig, carefree, ageless, easy go lucky, coffee addict, 80's music addict, food lover, friendly and pikon at times is my very stressing world of mining elecronics that is constantly dealing with circuit boards, microchips, fiber optics, current converters etc.... It's fascinating how both worlds interacts with each other without any scrambles through one common ground which is myself....
But sometimes these make believe personalities does more than just interacting.... If you're not careful, they will steal the acts away and totally control the role as subreality to reality swap-overs.... This is the secret behind the power of artificial memory.... Not a laugh about issue and need not be ignored....
For example : I can stand at a bus station and introduce myself to a total stranger as his/her gradeschool friend with every details and few convencing words and the next time if our path will cross once more, he/she will remember me as his/her gradeschool friend with all the details as if we really we're and he/she might even greet me first before i could even pick myself up together and realise that this was the person whom i've planted that artificial memories in before....! That's the A.M. power in flesh and blood....! Amazing isn't it....?!
Scary but possible to take place once you're not careful enough to prevent it from happening.... At work some of my friends who knew the person behind Pepe prefers to call me Pepe instead of my real name.... Tempting and it's like a music to my ears but it also gives the blogosphere an extension outside the subreality realm....
It's reconnecting myself again to my blog even when i'm not in front of the pc anymore just like today, i was composing the next entry to this one while i was busy assembling a circuit unit that was due to be finish today....! Resulting to a stressful afternoon and headache at the end of the day....! Akh....! Pumutok na naman yata mga brain cells ko....! Ilan na lang kaya ang natitira....?
Anyways, those we're just some slices of the kamote sa kukote ko na sini-share ko sa inyo.... I'm also halfway finishing my next entry so hanggang dito lang muna mga astig.... I hope you didn't got bored with this one ha-ha....! BBQ all, goodnight....!
